July 14th, 2002 · 10 comments

It is raining outside; my window is open, and I am disheveled this morning.
(Smiling through wild hair and crooked clothing. Some of you deserve dark and lovely things.)

{ 10 Responses to infinite&still; }

  • You’re a genius photographer.

    I’ve said it a million times.

    I always mean it.


  • quikslvr says:

    Great shots, and so clear!

    Makes me wish I was there.

  • *YOU* are a dark and lovely thing :)

  • herdesire says:

    those are amazing.

  • ilwarden says:

    I wish to sit with you by those waterfalls, and have my hands nibbled on my ravenous ducks.

    • Ta says:

      j j j!! looking through old {old! these, so old!} journal entries this night, just me & a glass of wine & this hot little heart, smiling, sad, loved and left, laughing (particularly at this thread); and here we are, ten years gone. just wanted to point you here again, all these years later. you remain one of the few constants in my life, and all the care you’ve given me over the years has built up the way water wears away through stone.

      but, you know. in reverse. ;)

      all love.

    • ilwarden says:

      My beautiful angelheart. I know. Time rushes past us so rapidly. I remember it all. I feel it all. This night, it’s me and a bottle of 10% beer called “Dominus Vobiscum”. (I bought it only b/c it reminded me of Spartacus. And thus, Andy.) Where did all that time go? I know, but i don’t…? If that makes any sense. I’ll always be here. As long as this flesh holds true. You’ll always have my loyalty & love, and i’ll always stand as a silent (or not so) sentinel, when you need me. Even if you don’t. Especially when you do. Always. All ways.

      But i’m wondering about the whole stamina thing now. ;)
      And the ducks.
      Not the geese.


      (But especially the waterfalls.)

    • ilwarden says:

      Man. Now the house is quiet & still. I’ve got this wonderful buzz. And i’m in a woefully nostalgic mood. Remember when we’d used to talk on the phone? Aliens in the trees? Or that shoulder strap on your dress on vidcam that would-not-stay-up? ;) So fragile we were back then. So ruined by our lost loves. Those ghosts of our past. Remember: “The Hell With Love: Poems to mend a broken heart”?
      Ah, so many memories. So much affection for you. My dear, absent friend. If i don’t get to meet you in person before the end, it will be a dis-service to everything i deem of value. Hearts.

Leave a Reply

What's this?

You are currently reading infinite&still; at UNDREAMING(.NET)


  • . Subscribe to Blog .

    Subscribe to posts via RSS, or enter your email address below to receive notifications of new posts by email.

  • . Instagram .

    • Polite quiet gentleman never complains when I throw my ladythingshellip
      1 week ago by undreaming Polite, quiet gentleman, never complains when I throw my ladythings on him.  #boudoir   #skull   #macabre   #lingerie   #xoxo 
    • 10 months ago by undreaming
    • The energy that flows from the heart IS immortal Ithellip
      6 months ago by undreaming 'The energy that flows from the heart IS immortal. It is light and sound and vibration. We must birth the selves we wish to be and the world in which we wish to live. This planet does not belong to us, but we are meant to be its stewards.' {Many Moons Vol 2, by Modern Women / Sarah Faith Gottesdiener} *  #moonmagick   #heartmagick   #earthmagick   #lovewitch   #modernwomen   #sarahfaithgottesdiener   #august   #themoon   #themoon   #themoon   #themoon 
    • Cleansing  charging by the full milk moon
      9 months ago by undreaming Cleansing & charging by the full milk moon.
    • the trees are tender with Spring and I am tenderhellip
      10 months ago by undreaming (the trees are tender with Spring, and I am tender with Spring.)
    • Readying the hostas for Spring and finding that one ishellip
      11 months ago by undreaming Readying the hostas for Spring and finding that one is softly carpeted, and jeweled with a tiny abandoned home. {The other - poor confused darling - has already begun to come up, and I worry for her in the cold . . . } This will be the last Spring I tend these forgiving bebes, the only plants that have grown wild for me and blossomed every year in my awkward, uncertain care. I have had to let go of too many things I love this year, leaving pieces of home&heart everywhere, everywhere. Every woman in me is half sick…
    • i made a new friend today mysticalcat punkypins littleblackcatsociety
      11 months ago by undreaming (i made a new friend today.)  #mysticalcat   #punkypins   #littleblackcatsociety 
    • You are quarter ghost on your mothers side Your hearthellip
      10 months ago by undreaming "You are quarter ghost on your mother’s side. Your heart is a flayed peach in a bone box." { – Jamaal May, “How to Disappear Completely” }
    • Two of the darlingest soaps from my latest witchbabysoap haulhellip
      11 months ago by undreaming Two of the darlingest soaps from my latest  @witchbabysoap  haul; The Empress (of course  #daughterofvenus ) and Ouija. Not shown: Dragon's Blood soap (the deepest shimmery jeweled red), Love soap ( #lovewitch ), Seance soap {for my }, and Wheel of Fortune body butter, the crown jewel of my collection thus far; ginger, lime, tea, and the gorgeous hues of yellow & blue; the sweetest Springtime magick. "Get Naked. Do Witchcraft."
    • OsTAra evendarklingswearflowers
      11 months ago by undreaming OsTAra  #evendarklingswearflowers 
    • the teeniest tiniest naughties  littlekinks miniatures sextoys dollhousesex
      4 months ago by undreaming {the teeniest, tiniest naughties.} ♡  #littlekinks   #miniatures   #sextoys   #dollhousesex 
  • . Twitter .

    • RT @tristanreveur: Beauty tips: Embrace darkness, never love anything, moisturize, drink lots of water. 2 days ago retweeted via tristanreveur
    • (i really don't care anymore if you think i'm sexy. what i want to know is, can you be a Home for me.) 2 days ago
    • RT @spookperson: me and some of the other witches are going to go do sexy things on cotton mather's grave until his shitty old ghost comes… 4 days ago retweeted via spookperson